It’s weird..
Some days I feel so trapped in this relationship, and all I want is to be single and free to do anything without worrying about the consequences it will have on you, and on us. Then other days, like today, I feel so safe and happy with you that I couldn’t imagine it being any other way. I guess as long as i’m with you, it’s because I know these days exist, and we’re together for a reason <3
I want to get fit.
I’m not one of those girls who whines that she’s fat all the time, but lately I’ve noticed that i’m simply unhappy with my body. I’m mostly just mad at myself because I know I could be eating healthier and making healthier life choices. I have a ton of imaginary motivation, but when it comes to actually working out or eating a salad I seriously fail.
So here’s my new goals, I figure if I write them down then maybe i’ll be one step closer to following them
Goal 1: I eat fast food on average probably at least two or three times a week. My goal is to change this and eat it MAYBE once, and if I do then I must choose something decently healthy, like a salad or a sub.
Goal 2: I have a gym membership I never use and a yoga mat that collects dust, so goal number two is to work out at least 3-4 times a week. Whether it’s at home or at the gym, I need to make time for it !
Goal 3: Stop “bored eating”. Every time I find myself with nothing else to do, I go to food as an activity and it’s definitely not helping me become healthier and more fit so it has to stop. Only eat when I am hungry is goal number 3.
Hopefully this will help me succeed in toning my body and being happy with myself :)





